Cassie Reveals How She Felt When Sean ‘Diddy’ Combs Asked Her to Join ‘Freak Off’ for First Time…see more

Casandra “Cassie” Ventura told the jury about how she felt when she was allegedly asked to engage in one of Sean “Diddy” Combs’ sex parties that have since come to be known as “Freak Offs.”

Ventura, 38, spoke at a Manhattan courtroom as the sex crimes trial of Combs entered its second day on Tuesday, May 13.

She testified that she had just turned 22 when Combs first asked her to engage in the “Freak Offs,” and she was “confused and nervous.”

“I just remember my stomach falling to my butt,” she said when asked how she felt about participating. But she added: “I loved him so much.” “Sean controlled a lot of my life,” she said, whether it was her career, the way she dressed, “everything.”

“Sean is a really polarizing person; he was charming,” Ventura said. “It’s hard to really be able to determine what you need when he’s telling you what he wants. I just didn’t know. I didn’t know what would happen.”

She also said she feared the videos from the “Freak Offs” would end up on the Internet, echoing a claim Assistant U.S. Attorney Emily Johnson had made on the first day of the trial.