Camila Cabello says she’s been ‘going thru it lately’ after reuniting with Shawn Mendes

“feels like sometimes there is heartache everywhere i look, within me and around me,” she penned. “and i try my best to show up for my friends, my fans and the people that show up for me. but it’s hard to pour from what feels like an empty cup”.

Cabello went on to explain, “if I am a part of your life and i disappear sometimes, that’s probably why. so brb while i get some bandages and warm honey and stitches for this head and heart.”

Ending her upload on a cheeky note, the former Fifth Harmony frontwoman added, “you know i’ll be back from my trips to hell hotter funnier and smarter ;))).”

The on-again, off-again couple sparked reconciliation rumors earlier this month at the Copa América final in Miami, where they were seen sitting next to each other.